she's calling brooklyn home and living life alone

[causeways]

I did it! I signed up for spn_j2_bigbang along with everyone and their mother. I've only looked at the first page or so of comments, but it looks like a lot of people are writing J2 this year. I sort of want to go back and sign up for SPN instead, just to be difficult, but I'm not doing it, because I already know exactly what I'm writing: lingering in the golden gleam sequel fic!

Uh, sorry if that kind of kills the point of the anonymous title-and-summary-posting in May? I'm the kid writing the "Jensen is gay and on Broadway and Jared is a big-shot actor who just got back from spending a month or so in an alternate universe where he was married to Jensen and had kids and now they are actually getting together in the real world" not!AU. Surprise!

I'm not going to be creating a Big Bang filter or anything like that, because come on now, fics that are upwards of 20K and I? We are tight. So I'm just kind of . . . not going to be talking about my Big Bang ahead of time, other than how I just told you what it is. If you're super curious about how it's going or something, you're welcome to ping me.

Oh! Speaking of fic, I posted some last night!

The World Gone Still
Sam/Dean | NC-17 | 4,083 words | written for spn_apocasmut
Dean could have stopped this thing if he'd been a little faster, a little less weak—but on the last day of Dean's year, when Sam shakes him awake at 3:30 in the morning and says he's figured it out, Dean finds himself incapable of forming the word 'no'.

It's a kind of an oddball fic for me, I'll be the first to say. I'm usually the one who needs to spell out EVERYTHING EVER, and I kind of tried to . . . not do that here. Anyway, I hadn't written Sam and Dean in ages! It was sort of fun to go back to them.

And now, back to cowriting Never Been Kissed J2 AUs with setissma and writing marry-or-die McShep for Ash and Crystal AND MERRIN, those pushy bitches. ♥

Comments

[twofourteen.livejournal.com]

YAY.

Matching icons! Kind of.

Oh Jared.

[causeways.livejournal.com]

I love him. SO MUCH. I also love Dean's slightly chubby cheeks. :D

[twofourteen.livejournal.com]

I sort of like Dean's other cheeks.

[causeways.livejournal.com]

Sam likes them too.

[twofourteen.livejournal.com]

I'd rather not think about that. ;)

Mmm. Dean butt.

[causeways.livejournal.com]

Ahh, sometimes I forget that not everyone is down with the Wincest! Sorry about that. <3

It is an excellent butt.

[twofourteen.livejournal.com]

Oh, it's totally okay! I am not into it, but I could really give two hoots if someone else is. I just sort of have... personal issues (that are actually pretty new) that make it a new level of uncomfortable for me. But, whatever.

Enough about me.

How is Dean's face?

[causeways.livejournal.com]

walkawayslowly and I had a conversation about Wincest the other day in which we were like, "But we don't condone incest in real life! No no no!" and then we both realized we each have two brothers and got VERY UNCOMFORTABLE with the brocest for a while. So yeah, totally not judging. <3

Dean's face is PHENOMENAL, why do you ask?

[twofourteen.livejournal.com]

Yeah, over Christmas I found out a big deep family secret involving non-consensual ... stuff, and just... yeah. I wasn't ever comfortable with it before, and now... I don't think I can ever read it.

YAY DEAN FACE. WITH TONGUE.

[causeways.livejournal.com]

Eeek, yeah, that is a totally good reason to not go there.

Yay Dean face with EYELASHES.

[twofourteen.livejournal.com]

And his smirk. WOOOOOH.